There is a colleration between acidity in the body and stress, not everything is about the diet or personnal responsability. Be surronded by old women is super cool but they are very self destructive and a lot of compliments are about beauty. My grand ma is proud of me because i stoped smoking and she said that's important to keep "un capital beauté". Her friend said me that is a big luck that i have small feet because it's gracile. I'm pissed by ped0phile beauty constructs. I can't take compliments like that, they are like small agressions. It was so nice of course but i had to vent about this details who take a lot of place. Love her so much but i know that i can't discuss about everything (and it's nice to not be in judgement everytime and i know that we have to resituate everything, she's very ok and it's a privilege to have a well being grand ma)
I feel that there is a background thought that i'm lucky to be tolerate (as a trans person for example). But tolerance can be rejection.
I'm very lucky to have her and i know that she's safe and in a good place. I'm going to visite her more and more, she asked me. And i will!

Elder are very in that :
Amatonormativité
C’est l’injonction, la norme systémique selon laquelle il serait préférable d’être dans une relation romantique où il est considéré que c’est un but en soi. From LeyCab

https://everydayfeminism.com/2013/04/not-giving-a-shit/
I have to say "je m'en fous" but sometime that's hard to not sound impolite

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Website i found cool! :
https://jdan.github.io/98.css/#intro
https://angs-corner.nekoweb.org/
https://sheep.nekoweb.org/index.html
https://exclave.city/# REFERENCE for the mappp

https://www.greyismanga.com/
https://jargoncombatif.be/index.php

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We are the 7th !!! I did nothing on my computer unless write for my school essays (that's take a lot of time) and my website is not growing very much (it's really like a blooming flower but never really died, just stagnation) my plants irl are not very happy about the moving out and in :c
I went to the doctors and the dentist, i think is a very good start for a new year. I want to dress myself better, want to found a style that fits me and good balance, serenity and pratice my art and writings.
My friends are around me but sometimes i don't feel a good connection, it's not them or i, just my brain is somewhere else and i just want to be very anchor so i make big effort to see everything. Feel everything at the time. I have to make selection for my sanity.

My exams don't go very well. It's like i can't accord them the time it takes.

Feel that i overshare about subject that the person didn't want to hear about (as video games)

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I think this mounth i will make just sort of updates but not daily, like every ten days? Focus on other parts of the website. Just to see how it goes :))

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Heyooo 2026
Happy New Year !! I hope a better world with no more faf and an happy sleepy year to all of my friends and myself !!!