It's summeeerrr break

Main focus:
feelings can't be resolve; you need presence in your life that allows you to express yourself and share emotions with

interdependance

make fwiends and be happy and accept my autism and focus on knowing how i communicate and so and so

mixed
from a Polish Jewish Cabaret
Bundism (Yiddish: בונדיזם, romanized: Bundizm)
ok so today i asked to my grandma about poland and she said that we were gitans, so we didn't speak polish but yiddish as jewish.

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today i will see my family sob
i don't know if this layout is very ergonomic and easy to create around fufufu (it's not)

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today was so good, thank god, i was able to speak to a person about my ulb exams, she said that my works were very good like OWO and i really thought that one of my text was boring but i've got a 16 like oo and an other i didn't pass at the first semester and PASS AT THE SECOND WITHOUT ANY EXAM LIKE grllllll just have to do 2 works for my uni life in augustus that i didn't do (yes i am an uni pirat art student ahahaha what a life (i don't know what i'm doing), i need to take this part of my life a bit seriously now and do my law and sociology homeworks i'm scared but it will be good pinky promise lou)
+ i did 2 hugs today !!! i was thinking about the phrase "presence no solution"
also i went to mum house and i was about to put all my mangas in bags for selling them but my heart saw my prvious little self with them in hands aaaaaarggg why am i nostalgic like that, not ready yet even if it's horrible stories with very very mysoginist parts that i will not reread at all and impact me at severals very serious aspects of not able to say no to man (and put them in the center of the univers with female characters who just exist for the male pleasure) or hypersexualisation of every part of my life. i loved them just so much at the time ;; and see them even now i'm not able to sell them because of this toxic attachement arg why sexism exiiiiiiiiist

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Try to do something cute with wooden boxes as boxes because creativity uyu
my pc is going to explose and me also;

List of things i loved during this period:
a very inspiring artist !!
plants and nature
having money
disapointing people makes me imperfect as i am (perfection is fantasy and i will excuse myself for things i didn't do right and prove it by action of restauration)
a person from the uni says that my writing and theorical works are good enough to pass (uni legitimated; it's scared me and i spoke about that to her, the fact that i become my own ennemy and academic supremacy even if it's for queer vandalism and so and so : she said that she understand because of her own history; we are a lot in this case)