Saying my thoughts
Having a snail mail; focus on my "drawing career"
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i need someone to take my phone time to time because i just scroll on insta for info, friends, gay couples and animals i freezzzz my exams are not passing well i'm too anxious and i destroy my friendship, we had a big convo with a friend (for me, because i'm an anxious lil man with anxious attachement asfuckkkk) today on the morning and after aaaaah idk i'm not the center of univers Lou CALM DOWN and focus on your shit. a teacher said to me that i'm always angry today??????????? wtf man who are you, i try to regulate my stress for passing my exam why are you opening your month you don't even listen when my friend say that he has to go to his job and continue to talk to them while they're in a rush I HATE MAN i hate to explain myself i hate to engage myself in shit i can't do, wtf A WEBSITE OF AN ALTERNATIVE BRUXELLES CITY for who am i pretending to be? my scenography is horrible idk what i do im just doing the same every year
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New cheapjewels soooooooong
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I love my friend so much i want to cry, like it's burning me all in my belly, my throat and i'm shacking. Like a real desire of connection and i don't know how to deal with that ;; i hope that we are going to be friend forever but i don't want to opress them. My head is very hurting me rn so i think my emotions are all over the place
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I forgot to change to another page idk what i'm going to do huhu i will change the aesthetic soon (une esthétique bien verte bien nature?).
I just started a challenge: to not going on instagram or youtube for a little time (i'm going to be sad lol without vlogs what's my life?) just to see because my memory efficiency is horrible and i want to understand this mad world and be more in the nature
Also, i decided to not apply all the advices of people i respect. Somethings are good for them but not for me, i neeeeeeeeeeed to learn to say "no" and my "copy mechanism for being accepted" is to much, really. you have a personnality and a story Lou. Write it, memorise it, remember what you did, with who, when and where, how you've been there. and also know who you are now, what you want to become, to know, to fight for. I want to socialise and be more spontanous, be aware of my limits and know them because god i'm not clear with myself at all. Don't try from people to understand by themself and speak, tell the freeeaaaaaking things. You have 28 years old of experience with speaking, i know that you can do it
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